WOOOOOO!!!!! those fuckers r out of my life, i don't have to get pissed by them EVER. I'm just disappointed with myself for letting that 1 fucker insult my dad in my face, i should had done something, but i didn't...

Been a long while since i last blogged, but this is the wrong time to blog too. I currently have an assignment to be handed in tomorrow and yet i still haven't touch it, another one due next week still no progress, and a proposal the week after and a exam 2 weeks after. Now i really have this mixed feeling about studying, even though i have all the time in the world but i just feel studying is wasting it, maybe if i do everything before hand rather than last minute, i might not feel this way. Oh well, better late than never.

I'm facking sick and tired of smiling at you but cursing you behind your back, can't you facking talk nicely, you look nice when u smile but facking need a punch to the face when you don't, i just want you out of my life asap.

I made my mom cried today, just because i was too stubborn. A few years ago i vowed never to see my mom cry, and yet it happened. I didn't apologies to her and i bet i never will, i just hope i'll work hard and make it up to her.

Now that i found something worth working hard for, i don't think studying is important anymore, well~ i'm not taking it seriously in the first place

Yesterday watched 2 movies, "Happy Feet 2" and "You are the Apple of My Eye", i feel nice after watching both movies and today i feel like crap. My emotions are on a roller coaster but i'm always hiding it inside, it just so happened that a few days ago my only regret came to my mind and haunted me ever since and is trying to get over it. How we wish to have a time machine and go back and undo all our mistakes....

I hate last minute work and yet i'm slapping  my own face.

Last night forced me to signed a new saving plan and today found out actually i had so many expenditures monthly, now it's seems it's my fault for signing up monthly donations with an amount that seems a lot to them and yet can't scold me for it lol, guess i just do not know how to manage my money. Maybe the reason why i'm  not wealthy is because i don't care about money, money to me is nothing, but without it i can't survive in this society. I used to hate money but apparently is the society i'm in that i hate.

Even though i have assignment due next week and a lot of articles to read, i declare today i shall do nothing.